Queen Esther Lacey

Sexually Driven: One Church Girl's Struggle with Sexual Addiction and a Desire to Be Loved Queen Esther Lacey

Regina Star is a God-fearing Christian that just got caught up in a lifetime of hurts because of her twisted view of love-from man to man and from bed to bed. She was never content, always revisiting hurts and becoming more and more damaged. Her view on life was becoming darker, more and more cloudy. As you turn the pages and listen to her tell her life story, you can't help but feel the pain of emptiness she must have felt day in and day out. Is there hope past the bed covers for Regina? Don't judge, but try to understand. Try to see Regina's choices from the point of view of a woman that has only known love as a touch in all the wrong places even as a little girl growing up. Try to see from the perspective of every time a man tells her he loves her, it's only because he wants to get her in bed. Actually, when real love did try to show up (from her husband), she was so damaged she didn't recognize it and feared it and, therefore, fought and rejected it. Try to imagine never receiving anything positive being poured into your life, and that you have never received a safe and loving hug. She became so withdrawn that her view on sex was not like that of the average woman. She loved the fantasy (the very thought) of sex, but once she allowed you to taste of her sweet nectar, she no longer wanted anything to do with you. My friends, don't judge Regina. Just take the journey, and look into her heart. Then if you see Regina or anyone that looks like Regina, have compassion on her. Although this book may have been found on the shelf with the fictional books, Regina's story is very real! This book is for adults only. It is not intended for anyone under the age of eighteen.