Steven Maestas

Fierce Love - Goodbye porn. Hello freedom. Steven Maestas

I've stood on the mountaintop with all the boldness I had firing in my spirit and shouted, "I'm finally free!" only to come tumbling down a few days later. I know, all too well, the burning chill of isolation and the darkening room of emptiness that comes with stumbling. The desire to hibernate yourself in a blanket of shame because you feel like a pretender. I'm familiar with the violent whispers of worthlessness that echoes throughout the mind when you give in to your temptation for the umpteenth time. The hopelessness that floods one's mind can be suffocating. Straining with every fiber of your being by trying to fight the torrential waves of despair that crash over your weakened body is exhausting. It gets tiring letting yourself, friends, family and most importantly Abba down on a continual basis. Abba didn't give me enough fingers or toes to count on, of how many times I've wanted to throw in the towel and quit. I know what it is like to promise yourself and others that tomorrow will be different, but tomorrow never comes. I know the journey you are on. But I also want to let you know that freedom is attainable. This small, but powerful book will help you draw near to the One who can who is full of unfailing love and compassion, Abba. I truly believe, freedom from porn, lust and masturbation, is found by abiding in Abba. After each chapter there are discussion questions you can do in a group study or individually. There is also section for you to challenge yourself, put your feet to the pavement. To end each chapter, there is a place for you to draw near to Abba's presence and relax. Remember, freedom is possible.