Deni Iseli

Adult as HSP with dissociation Deni Iseli

When I was 18 years old, someone was already addressing me with the word "madam". As HSP, I noticed that word. I never really felt like a child, even though I was treated like a child, but at that age I still went to secondary school. Now that I am 62 years old, I know the causes and consequences of my burnout, dissociation, hypoglycaemia and my concentration and memory disorders. Not everyone wants to process his youth, but, as HSP, I am always open to therapy. I therefore opt for processing. They are not pleasant processes and it is not going fast. Because of my interest in (para)psychology I have always studied subjects that could apply to our family and to myself. That motivates me extra to process. Out of curiosity. And, as HSS, I always want to try and experience, also in the area of processing. The advantage is that I, as HSP, quickly notice details, including the smallest progress in my therapy. My head is getting clearer all the time. I notice that I am now myself, that I take myself seriously, that I take my own observations seriously, that I take my intuition seriously. I'm finally taking my own decisions and accept the consequences thereof. That is not difficult, because I now, for my own feelings, am an adult and ready for the rest of my life. My life can only become more positive than in my youth.